So the update is that I'll be starting work next Monday. But I need to move this weekend. My friend with a car is away, so I'm not sure who to ask to help with this. I'll have to ask my brother, but I'm not sure it'll work out.
I've been depressed the last few days- I wake up with a knot in my stomach, nervous for no apparent reason, so I end up in bed the whole day, trying to get over the anxiety. By evening I'm better, so I stay up late, and end up feeling bad the next morning. Today I woke up and I hadn't slept well, and I thought well, that's because you didn't do shit yesterday. And I started to panic. A day of my life wasted. Completely wasted. Nothing to show for it and it didn't even feel good. And I'm starting to get anxious that I need to do a lot before I move. Leave everything clean, buy stuff I'll need there. I am getting stressed out.
I've been depressed the last few days- I wake up with a knot in my stomach, nervous for no apparent reason, so I end up in bed the whole day, trying to get over the anxiety. By evening I'm better, so I stay up late, and end up feeling bad the next morning. Today I woke up and I hadn't slept well, and I thought well, that's because you didn't do shit yesterday. And I started to panic. A day of my life wasted. Completely wasted. Nothing to show for it and it didn't even feel good. And I'm starting to get anxious that I need to do a lot before I move. Leave everything clean, buy stuff I'll need there. I am getting stressed out.
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