So tomorrow I need to go to my father's cousin's husband's birthday. He is going to be 60. It's a big deal and there will be lots of people. And I don't know any of them. And even these relatives I've only met once before about 15 years ago. So I'm pretty stressed about it. What will I say when somebody asks what I do? I know I'll try to look normal, but it is stressful to make things seem normal. What will I talk about there? Lately I can't really talk to anybody because I have nothing to say. And I don't feel very good lately so I don't look good. I look at myself in the mirror and I look worried, I look bad. And my hair is a mess. I hate the way it looks. Wanted to get a haircut but the hairdresser I go to wasn't working today. So I'm left with what I have. I don't really want to go there, but it seems like I have to. Family...
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