Party

Yesterday we had a big family gathering because my grandmother turned 90. It went really well, we found a nice restaurant to hold it in, my dad called all the relatives. Half of them I had only seen once, at my grandfather's funeral. But they were nice, we chatted a lot. The food was good, the atmosphere was really nice, there was even a piano player. My grandmother was ecstatic)
I was quite nervous before though. The day before I wanted to get a haircut. The hairdresser I used to go to switched from the salon next door to an upscale fancy salon. It is really expensive there, but I wanted to get something nice so I decided to go there anyway. I called and arranged to come at 5. This salon if far from my house, it took me ages to get there. I went in the wrong direction and ended up half an hour late and spent an hour and a half getting there. And when I came they said there is some mistake and my appointment was the next day. I got so upset! I came out of there and started crying. I was embarrassed that I made a mistake and had this weird feeling like they all thought I was out of place and not good enough for their salon. I know it's silly and ridiculous, and I never had thoughts like that before, but I did now. I had to reschedule for the next morning and then finally got my hair cut.