I woke up today feeling a little bit anxious. I started to pray. I am not particularly religious but I've read that spirituality helps overcome depression so I started praying. And it really works well for me, the anxiety melts away. But not today. Today I prayed to have a day that will be the best possible. And I got really emotional. I remembered going to Thailand for several months and that was the best time I ever had. I felt happy to be living. And I don't have that feeling here. What if I can only be happy if I move there. What if all my attemps to lead " a normal life" are wrong and I am walking away from my dream. Can I ever be happy this way?
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